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Jealousy, a common emotion but still such a strong emotion. Washington Irving once wrote "There is never jealousy where there is not strong regard." Just how often is that statement really true? During my seventeen years of life, I have experienced Jealousy many times. As a child or adult we all have to deal with jealousy occasionally but the occasion that sticks out the most would have to be as a child and having a friend get something new that I didn't have. I would want it so bad I would do anything to get it. There is more in us than we know. If we can be made to see it, perhaps, for the rest of our lives, we will be unwilling to settle for less."Kurt Hahn" that’s when i have to remember self value. That’s how I got my quote I know that if you value your self and not try to be something your not then things would be okay “BE WHO YOU ARE BECAUSE WHO YOU ARE HA VALUE.” to love myself the way I  am that’s  something I was always taught. Then I think why be jealous it don’t mean any thing but trouble. Jealousy is nothing but a sick emotion that you can prevent if you CHOOSE! Self value(the beautiful word) its like having self respect for yourself. The Word value means    relative worth, merit, or importance put self in front of it is very self-explanatory

Im A Rollercoaster..

                                  

The only requirement of a big Dream is having YOU in it.
 

Its going up and down and up and down, around, it stops... starts all over again.
 

I get off i shake everything off. pursuit my dream nothing is to stop me.

My Sophomore Year.

My Sophomore Year

My Sophomore Year was the best year I had I came in from being a freshman or “fresh meat” to the upper classmen to incoming freshmen. I thought to myself “its only going to be another year nothing special just another school year.” I found out I was wrong. Everything was newer than last year. There were was more responsibility people were looking up to us.



I came to find out that I had to be a good roll model for the freshmen that came in. and then they can show the same to the year after. I learned that being the first on campus it give you a high look. “Like look I’m going to be the first to graduate from Atrisco Heritage Academy.” Even if people never heard of it.



This school has thought me that our team don’t have to be the biggest and badest but that our education matter way more. I believe deep deep deep down in my heart our principal Karen G. is and always be a fearless leader of our pack. I’m still in a daze because my sophomore year is over. Awe… sad face :(. This school has open so many doors for me I am now registered as a National scalars program I really don’t think I could of accomplished that with out this school.

Another thing that got me through this year is my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. who I love so… much. My friends kept me going when I just wanted to give up. They lead me to no that giving up is no the answer. The gave me something to wake up and come to school for. I love it because when I needed them they was always there. Now it’s the end of the year and I’m going to miss them.

(May.5.2010)

Mr. Leh rocks I believe that he was the only teacher (beside Mrs. Vegara) who pushed me hard and harder so they can see me archive my goal in life. Mr. Leh came in and he made me want to learn new things. All my life I didn’t know any of the Latin root words. And learn about Julius Cesar… man I got extra excited. I LOVED it. I do hope that I get him again next year.

I hate that the year is over but its time so say good bye and look forward to next year.

Class of “2012” Baby!!!

*M_y*P_a*S_s*I_o*N

I never danced so I never knew,
The effort it takes to make something new.
The effort it takes to follow and lead.
When to attack and when to concede.

The burning desire is deep in my heart.
To dance with the beauty who tears me apart.
To dance to the music that rings in my ears,

I can’t wait to dance and dispel all my fears.

The art is to feel before you can move.

To feel with the soul and get in the groove.

The art of the dance must have passion and heat.
Only then you can think of adjusting your feet.

With the music uniting each fall and each rise,
We’ll drift through the noise and speak only with eyes.
The volumes of words will exist in each glance,
And you’ll be the star that had granted this dance.

Dancing is courage and dancing is fear.
United in one like a beautiful sphere.
Dancing is passion and dancing is hate.
Dancing is living, and dancing is fate.

"Beauty is something to cherish, so don't take advantage of it"

I have learned out of my sixteen years of life that beauty is something to cherish  but I'm not talking bout beauty on the outside but on the inside because the beauty on the inside to me counts way more than the outside I learned that what people look at its what your personality . I learned from past that the people that I hung out with love the way they look on the outside and it caused people to look at them in a ugly way and it was like… REALLY?. And it made them feel so insecure about them self and then hated what they looked like foreal this time. I belive that if we jus say so long insecurity .

I know now that looks aint everything .  

If I WeRe YoU FoR A DaY... A BoY I WoUlD....

 

If I were you for a day I would surely be the best brother in the world. I would never dis my baby sister for some hoe of a girlfriend.  I would take the time out to visit with the family every chance I get.  I would never stay so distant that my kids don’t even know who their grandparents are.  I would sit down and think of shit before I just let it come out.  If I were you for a day I wouldn’t care for the money or the cars, but starting a live that would make other people want to be me.  I would have taken the time out to thank all the people who cared and was there even though I was a ASS HOLE of a person.  And think I would choose to be more out going. Wow something you will never do.

If I were you for a day I would work out and not be lazy.  I would find a reason to call the family to see if everything is going good.  I would make a attempt to eat healthy and stay in shape. People say we look alike but i cant' tell ha.   I would never walk around thinking i got some type of good swag... or whatever you call it.

I think if I was you I would go crazy as hell trying to fit in. I love you to death but this what I would change about you because I don't think you understand how you really are.You are my big bro there for I can say these things. Look at this picture we look so happy why cant this be a everyday thing? That's why I want to be you so I can make it that way 

"When the wine goes in, strange things come out"(Unknown.)

I was about four years old you made that promise you said it wont happen many times before I heard you tell me “Baby Girl YOU AINT GOT TA WORRY BOUT ME“ I stay up late nights hoping you come home sooner than you usually do. But my luck for that is zero to none.I hate this shit its keeping me from living the life I always want maybe the way you doing me is how I will do my kids or there kids will do the . I mean I only learn from example. what word can i use to show how Ifeel how you hurt me you cut me so deep that every time I see you its like im opening a old cut and poring salt in it. I ask myself is this really how you want to live life., going on and on and on hoping that the day you don't go to be around drugs or alcohol. Then I start taking second thoughts about wanting to bring kids into this shit hole thing we call L.I.F.E ,When I even think of it all I hear is L-Lies I-Insecurity F-Future that has war E-Eternal hope. I say whats the point 

His Eye Is On The Sparrow lyrics(what i woild of sang if the black berry phones would work)

Why should I feel discouraged

Why should the shadows come

Why should my heart fell lonely
And long for heaven and home
When Jesus is my portion
A constant friend is he
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches over me
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches me
I sing because I'm happy
I sing because I'm free
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches
He watches me
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches
I know he watches over me
I know he watches me
I sing because I'm happy
I sing because I'm free
His eye is on the sparrow 
And I know he watches me
He watches me
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches me
He watches me
He watches me, I never thought...
He watches me

To: My Beautiful Granddaughter,

A story of my life,it all started in e Lovelace hospital in room 224 a baby of almost 10lb was born to parents Lonnie and Suzanne Teasley in a city called Albuquerque. i was a pretty chill baby,didn't cry that much.as the years went by I got older the age of 2 I said my first word "Why!". That word stayed with me all my life. Some years went by and I found myself in Kindergarten being a leader,everyone loved me never did I have to do much for my self. I remember as the years went by I was always a leader never a follower. as i hit the 5th grade year it was fun people looked up to me never down, for being in the fifth grade I had strong expectations no only from myself but others. I got honor roll all the time, also perfect attendance. Middle School wow somewhat ruff it went okay.

I enjoyed walking in the park I'm very athletic I spent most of  my days at school or my mothers job giving my time to the Homeless,Drug Addicted,Alcoholics.At the Albuquerque Rescue Mission Women Center Of Hope(W.C.O.H). Staying there late nights praying and holding bible studies. I was youth leader at my church,preaching the gospel of my lord and savior is what I did best. I found out living the life of a Christan  and a teenager was very hard. but I managed to get through. I was brought up to speak two languages             

*My_Family_Tradition*

I'm going to start off by saying i never really looked into my family history, When I set down with my dad he gave me some ideas but I never payed any attention to it. I asked my dad what all do we have in the family, like culture he told me I quote "A'leeah you have so many different cultures in you,Native American, Black(African American) , Puertorican. Now I am proud to say I love who I am I learn that our tradition is for the past 3 generations you name the girls with A's and the boys with J's I never noticed but that really neat and I will carryout the tradition so will my kids...:)

Wow.... what fun I would have if I had made a time machine.. Ha the things I would do, places i would go,people I would love to meet. just the thought of it makes me want to really build one :). I would use it for every time I'd get in trouble. Man that would help me so much. The first place I would want to go is back when dinosaurs roamed the earth and see for myself what it really would be. and just before I get eaten BING! I click the button and I'm GONE like the wind. I really like the intensity :). the second place I would go back back back into time would be the march with Martin Luther King Jr. 

I would love to shake his hand, tell him how much I really appreciate the change that he has made for me my children my childrens  children etc. I'm sure letting him know what he did changed the present and is in full effect. The last place I would like to go is to the future to see how my life turned out good, bad, happy ,sad all the mysteries man... this makes me want a time machine for real:)  

This story has a powerful meaning to it. The meaning I believe it has is knowing kids have a voice in this world "At this, the young man bent down, picked up yet another starfish, and threw it into the ocean. As it met the water, he said, "I made a difference to that one!" To me knowing that the young man made a difference within that one little star fish make me smile. This makes me think back on a time in my life not too long ago , I really wanted to save any and every killer whale because people thought it was okay just to kill them I always wondered how I can help them, I looked on the internet, newspaper, a lot more . Then I came into Mr. Lehs class and he showed us “Change.org”. Knowing I put my name on that site, things for that next whale can be better.

I’m so glad that we have people in this world that makes us want to speak out, step up to the plate with no hesitation. It makes me want to express myself way more.

Safe Sex....

"Safe sex is great sex so use a latex" Lil wayne. 

It's disturbing that a quarter of young people aged 18-29 believe that doubling up on condoms which I just learned is called "double-bagging" works better. What do you think?

"Fear knocked at the door. Faith answered. And lo, no one was there”. Author Unknown "The Great Debaters" was a very inspirational movie, a movie that I never would of thought I would like. This movie made me see a side of me I’ve never seen before, I got to see that giving up is not the answer. Also no one can judge me I am who I am. This move has a great impact one anyone’s life who just sit down and tries to grasp it. By watching this movie, believe it or not, I got so much out of it, I encourage who ever hasn’t seen it, to watch it.

The New Colossus




By Emma Lazarus, 1883



Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame,

With conquering limbs astride from land to land;

Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall stand

A mighty woman with a torch, whose flame

Is the imprisoned lightning, and her name

Mother of Exiles. From her beacon-hand

Glows world-wide welcome; her mild eyes command

The air-bridged harbor that twin cities frame.

"Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!" cries she

With silent lips. "Give me your tired, your poor,

Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,

The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.

Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,

I lift my lamp beside the golden door!"



Why are we called the land of the free we're putting up walls keeping people who want to get some where in life out can you tell me why ? cause i can't understand....

¡Qué gran inspiración

a pesar de todo se aprende a acercarse. Día a día damos un paso en un momento sin saber cuál va a suceder mañana. lo largo del día no llorar lágrimas de tristeza sino de alegría becaues el Dios que servimos es mucho mayor.

My favorite queotes......

"No man who worships education has got the best out of education.... Without a gentle contempt for education no man's education is complete(G.K,Chesterton)."

"Leadership is based on a spiritual quality; the power to inspire, the power to inspire others to follow(Lombardi,Vince)."

"Let men tremble to win the hand of woman, unless they win along with it the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be their miserable fortune, when some mightier touch than their own may have awakened all her sensibilities, to be reproached even for the calm content, the marble image of happiness, which they will have imposed upon her as the warm reality(Hawthorne,Nathaniel)."

"In a profound sense every man has two halves to his being; he is not one person so much as two persons trying to act in unison. I believe that in the heart of each human being there is something which I can only describe as a "child of darkness" who is equal and complementary to the more obvious "child of light."( Van der Post,Laurens)."

                                                                "If you want to be happy, be.(Tolstoy.Leo)."

"Some men know that a light touch of the tongue, running from a woman's toes to her ears, lingering in the softest way possible in various places in between, given often enough and sincerely enough, would add immeasurably to world peace(Williamson, Marianne) "A Woman's Worth"

                        " Lips that taste of tears, they say,

                                      Are the best for kissing

                                                   ( Parker,Dorothy)."

"When you're in love you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes them to her; whether the light which surrounds her like a halo comes from you, from her, or from the meeting of your sparks(Clifford Barney,Natalie)"

"Whats up(San juan,Edgar,2010)."

"Perhaps all pleasure is only relief( Burroughs,William)."

**breast cancer**

I've seen people die,cry,look like their in pain I asked myself what if that was me? I don't think i would understand why. i would cry and die very slowly a long but short death being forced to cut one of my breast off.... GONE... As a child i never understood why my grandmother looked sicker and sicker everyday every moment in life she was in pain wakeing up late nights crying screaming ... I remeber it like it was yesterday she always prayed that she could see us all get older and in high school. she was waiting on me I was the baby as I hit my freshmen year the cancer hit her hard spreading through her body fast killing her life getting shorter. No time left. A week before her death i went on the cancer walk knowing it would make her the happiest person in the world. she died that next week leaving behind grandchildren, sons,daughters,and friends. this touched me to see how many people care and try to do something about this this gives me hope fo the next person.

There's Always Hope

Can you see it? that light in her it shines so bright so bright that you would never think would show. I mean look at her her life style. She's hurting bad her mom is strung out on drugs she never got to meet her father she move from house to house trying to cope with this life. You can never tell. Her favorite thing to say is "let your light so shine" as it reads from the bible. Never letting anything get her down. she said she's seeking something. Something being her love for Jesus Christ to be stornger than ever so she dont look at the negitive things just that light that peeks through the tunnel.

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL CREATION

Every morning at the same time a beautiful glow awakens me.

Somthing so beautiful the human mind could never think to create.

I awake every morning, to pray to its beauty another day.